pluck in those earphones yo!
alrights, i feel high at work now. listerning to worships while doing work :D would you breakfree, would you breakfree, get up and dance with his love~
one's mood really depends on him/herself. BREAKFREE~! hahaha this make work more bearable :)

oh yesyes, i should be working. but, hehheh. SHHHH~
suddenly rmb a pastor said before abt couples/ppl. the longer they are tgt, they will encover more and more character of each other, and they will tend to noe and understand each other more. everyday is like having a diff lesson of knowing someone more. sometimes i'm wondering if me, myself dun even understand myself well, will others does? haha. just feel that i'm some sort of random person, that can get over certain things so crazy-ly at a moment and not at the other moment, mind/decision is always changing, ETC. i need to learn to control my mind and change the bad stuffs. or else it will sure harm in the long run. discipline! one of my worst pull-backs. tsk. lastly, i need to change this habit of 'taking the sawdust out of my brother's eyes, and not knowing a plank in my eye'

GOOD NEWS SINGAPORE

is in abt 11days, 10hrs time!

http://www.goodnewssingapore.com/

WHOO HOO~! GOOD NEWS SINGAPORE is coming real soon! i really anticipate wad God is gonna do in this city. keep praying and believing:) u may see this ad at MRTs, FACEBOOK, flyers at ur DOORSTEP, ETC. and hey! it need not always need to be a sepcial event and stuffs to see ppl's salvation. just like just nows service. it may just seems to be a 'normal' service to u, be u'll never noe wad God can really do. PINXUAN's sis got saved today! her mum already saved, and now her sis. awesome~ HAHA. happy for her! :)) and also, after hearing what lav told me abt how she actually prayed for her family, having a child-like faith to believe that they will be saved, i was reminded of my unsaved dad at home. am i actually praying consistantly for him despite him rejecting all these years? am i actually carrying this faith and hope in my heart? i seriously want to see my whole family being united and to fight for God!:D i should continue to start praying and claim his salvation NOW! not forgetting the ppl ard me. i love u guys, thats why i want to share this GOOD NEWS with u! u may be some random person that was hopping by my blog, just try to go for one night with a grp of frens. u will never noe what u can expect there unless u go! make sure u be there early. it will be CROWDED! HEHHEH. u can find

• FORGIVENESS
• FREEDOM OF ADDICTION
• HEALING
• JOYFUL LIVING
• MIRACLES ACTUALLY DO HAPPEN!
• and lastly, PEACE

there. trust me! not just that. u can have the assurance for eternal life and the LOVE of God. my GOD is an AWESOME GOD?! YES HE IS!:) and it really disappoints me to see ppl fading away even before knowing/accepting the Lord. :(

OHYEAY!

shout "BRING IT on yo!" to the future ahead and to the things thats going on ard~! i noe He will give me the strength to overcome. i noe He will! no matter how hard it may be, i noe Lord, ure always there for me :)

In our own seasons of disappointment,

we too can find comfort in God,

who cares for our broken hearts.

yea, i finds this totally fit ITs. mouth with shit? anus with crap. no sense. haha. but its exactly wad ITs are telling me. though it doesnt really concern me, it annoys me. i noe i have no way to judge. Lord, pls forgive me for i dunno wad i'm talking abt. but should that be the way ITs are suppose to do to someone who once treat ITs well? and commenting so much in fb when its over? worst. IT calls itself C~ this shows me how bad is the world coming to be. making me detest, look down and find humans are pathetic things. sometimes its really hard to love ppl, including myself. no one is perfect~ seriously, no one.. except Jesus. still trying to be compassionate!

sry, i dun consider them as they but ITs.

the cat thats on the window! :O
pic i took randomly. finds it cool:)
thats ANNOYINGjason btw.

ALRIGHT! had been real busy this whole week. everyday after work, theres something on. but still, thank God manage to spend more time with my frens. had been having dinner with diff peeps every week:) like just now, had subway at cp. haha random place to have dinner ~.~ cause i have the cravings for subway sandwich! and we were like so crazy abt jason's iphone games there. LOL. walked to buangkok and slacked. watched yilun eat his dinner too. haha. then headed home. more outings for pri sch peeps! :D and i still wanna meet up with more ppl! miss them manymany. too long to be listed!

P.S currently having a flue bug in my nose! sigh~

OMGOMGOMG!
u'll never want to be like me yesterday! I seriously never expect something like this to happen to me! OHOHDEAR! today care grp at arthur's. so me and sis took 163 there. board the bus.. tap the card and walked towards the back door there as theres no seat. okay, thats where everything starts. the bus was moving and sis nudge me to find seats. only those 2 that were facing the oppsite side of the direction of the motion of the bus is empty.
sis: eh. lets go the front there sit.
me: dun want la. later headache leh.
sis: that ah beh sitting there gives me a weird feeling. hes like keep looking here.
me: *turn, peeped and was kindof freaked* okay, we better go infront. hah
*walked and sit*
me: OI! isnt sitting here worst? ure directly facing him now! (hes still looking at us)
sis: dun look at him la *fakefake looking ard*
me: LOL. hes weird. take a photo and put on STOMP!:D
sis: *took out her phone and typed ' think he got mental prob.' i saw someone wearing that 'IMH' tee.
me: O.O hes still looking and smiling at us!!
sis: dun look at him!
awhile later, he alighted. at the busstop, still looking at me? in the bus. as the bus is moving away, i kindof look at him with the corner of my eye. and U KNOW WAD?! HES WAVING TO ME!!!!! though he holds the ez-link in his hand, he still waved to me with 3 of his fingers, which is left and with that smile on his face. i was totally O.O AHHHHHHHHH!!!! WT!
me: *nudge* JIE! HES WAVING AT ME!!!
sis: who ask u look at him? *swiping her arms~ mao zan*
me: *MAO ZAN! wipe eye wipe eye*
its like so eeeerrriiiieeee~~~~~ i still can rmb his face man. OHMAN! and i cant sleep now:(
OH! and i forgot how to alight. so i asked the uncle to tell us when we reach seletar. haha. and he stopped at the wrong stop. haha. then i told sis that the opp is like 'forest' and got a busstop. haha. after the bus turns, "PAM! GOT BUSSTOP! CAN PRESS THE BELL!" i was like okok. then the bus stopped. i look look, dun look familiar. walked infront. sry uncle. think its the wrong one. haha. its near some coffeeshop? super malu la. OHMAN. then after many stops, the uncle stopped and said we'd reached. oh! me and sis, kindof lost, thked the uncle and just got down the bus. the most if we lost, go home lo. haha. then walked awhile, huiming behind catched up. *PHEW! right way! and awhile, we got int he condo there. :)) BUT the lift is super mafan! diff lift for diff units? weird. we circled ard before we finally found the right one. YEAY! and we're super late. HAHA.
OHWADASCARYDAY!

HOHOHO!
went to watch 'departures' with cherly and rach. too bad that woman dunwanna come. haha. its a hilarious yet sad movie. it sort of encourages me to pursue wad i have the passion for, or perhaps wad i like. haha. i have the passion for marine creatures, sports, . can i really make it? hmm.. really need to think abt it. HAH! OHOHOH! I GOT MY NEW LAPPY! and NOW I'M ANNOYED WAD SKIN TO CHOOSE! from http://www.garskin.com/ found a few nice ones but dunno which to buy! :S
P.S HELP ME! :O

just now paul was talking abt the largest pimple or something? haha. then i decided to go see. OMGreek! I'm totally gross out by this huge pimple! i wouldnt dare to eat MAYO for now! :S EWWWWWWWW~!
u can watch it. quite cool though. HEHHEH
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5tjWpwrOKw&NR=1

WE WILL SING SING SING,

AND MAKE MUSIC WITH THE HEAVENS,

WE WILL SING SING SING,

GREATFUL THAT YOU HEAR US

WHEN WE SHOUT YOUR PRAISE,

LIFT HIGH THE NAME OF JESUS!

I♥thisSONG!

WHOO! THEEDGE had BIG LAUNCH yest. cool dance and stuffs:) the game part was super funny! paul yong was the 'balloon square-pants'! AHHAHAHA! yupyup. before that, we had this net leader's workshop? haha. i was like last-min preparing it on the bus while james revise again. hehheh. the most funny thing is the bell on 965. long and yellow! hahaha. then i pressed the metal thing instead of the rubber part which says 'press once'. then i press the rubber part again but dunno why it cannot work. but it was super funny that we kept laughing and we forgot to tap our card. -.- $2 leh!!! OMGreek! oh. and back to the worshop thingy. we had to prepare like a short lesson frm a booklet they gave. i randomly picked one. and as i read through, it seems totally the answer God wants to tell me.

to not focus or make the things/ppl ard me the 'source' i shld look to. they will just only fail us, make us angry/disappointed/bitter/etc. AND to once again channel back my main focus unto Him. practicing with evie and winnie seems weird as i seems to be saying abt myself in the examples and to myself. though tdk. most imptly, to have the fruit of the spirit within me once again- love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfullness, gentleness and self-control.

and todays sermon was on BREAK FREE. to put down and be honest with God abt our past. wad we had did, thought and stuffs. yup. a simple msg yet it was brought off well:) when i first see ' BREAK FREE' the first thing that comes to my mind was this song: "would u break free, would u break free and get up and dance with His love." HAHA. random~ hahaha. after service some of us went to had dinner at some kopitiam and watched soccer. liverpool vs manu. 4:1 own sia. hahaha. and i truely find it amazing that many ppl actually eat glass grow up. walked infront of ur table there, stop and watch. *WOWness* lucky for awhile only. zzzz~ we were like.. wanting to throw food at them, sweep our sleeves, look behind and scold the person seating behind us! HAHA

P.S I CANT WAIT TO GET THEEDGE TEE!!

having this indescribable feelings these days. many questions seems to surface every now and then. is this the life i really wanted? seriously, i have no idea. i know deep down that i need to sacrifice certain stuffs for certain stuffs. i can never get all. hard or never. and the worst ever thing is that i seems to face a diff someone, who is horrible, these days. its like seriously almost everyday, someone will make me real bitter, angry.. and vulgarities just flow through my mind. badbadbad. sigh. perhaps i should be more understanding? hmm.. and it seems that trusting ppl is still a real hard issue for me to handle. who should/can i trust besides God? who is exactly being real to me? i have no idea. only you, yourself and God know it. its really hard to comprehend. or perhaps i should think things alittle more simple.. i'mtootiredtothinkthatmuch.. that much..

and hey. its better of u to stop wasting ur time to understand me. ure just wasting ur time~

NET OUTREACH

last friday at my house!

Finally got 1 out of so many frm yuan's blog. and shes annoying la. post my unglam photo -.- LIM XIN YUAN U BETTER WATCH OUT! she even went to mess up my bed. extra lo. all the Lims are always up to no good. hehheh. :x oppsy! haha. going back to the net outreach, we had lotsof FUNN! GAMES, FONDUE and a short sharing! :D perhaps upload more when that women send me. hee

Life is all abt church and work now. sigh. lucky today managed to meet yuan for dinner:) we went to find/disturb karine! KARINE TAY AT WORK sia. dun playplay. shes super funny. the funny expression again. hahaha. shocked to see us! and its cool eating there. got discount plus free drinks and soup. the manager must be in high spirit today. whoohoo~ then went to walk ard:) meeting her next week! :)

IDISLIKEEATINGALONE.
IT'LLBECOOLIFANYONECANCOMEFINDMEFORLUNCH!
IWOULDREALLYREALLYREALLYTHANKGODFORTHAT!

MANGO MILKSHAKE!
WHOOHOO! tamp church there de bubble tea is one of the nicest one i ever tasted. its like real mango plus+milk powder=WHOOHOO!! :DD yups. after morning service, went for lunch at usuals then off to tamp! its raining heavily and we have no umbrella! so slacked at tamp mall.. then to evening service. hahaha. not forgetting buying the bubble tea before going in:)
hmm.. now i'm like busybusybusy! just want to thank God that net outreach was great esp yuan and mich came:) haha. FONDUEcumGAMES.OH! and now my weekly schedule is kindof packed?
mon: work
tue: work, care grp
wed: work, help out in the tuition thingy
thurs: work, prob go out?
fri: work, cell grp/ net outreach
sat: church
sun: church
so many stuffs and so little time~ its also hard to go outings. afternoon is like burnt out by work :\ but lucky can get some 'chi ching' so bear with it huh. and thank God the tuition thing starts only next week. heng ah! hahaha. though start school will be worst, but i would rather go sch then work! at least the ppl u mix ard will not have generation-gap. opps. LOL. ok. gts. work tmr! GIVE ME THE STRENGTH, LORD! YEAY! :)
P.S Arthur still owe me STARBUCKS! hehheh